I’ve been losing my shit to Raein and Loma ever since Christmas this is the best “holiday season” ever.
I’m having a recurring nightmare and it’s mentally debilitating and I feel like I’m falling apart and drowning.
Between my employment status, uni, and my living situation, it seems like just as I get a handle on one, the other gets out of hand.
Well this elicited a weird combination of positive and negative memories.
(Source: 09-15-00)
I always do this to myself.
I think: Jeff it’s time to get some serious work done, consume excessive amounts of coffee and work through the wee hours of the night.
But now I’m really anxious and I can’t do anything except shake. Maybe I’ll ride my bicycle around the neighbourhood and listen to Ahleuchatistas which will probably just make it worse.
Wish I was asexual and aromantic.
